Thursday, March 5, 2009
Undecided.
Undecided. When asked to describe myself in one word, this is the word that I chose. Although careers is admittedly the sorriest excuse of a class I have ever been in, the results of this assignment slightly suprised me. While my classmates wrote generic descriptors such as "unique" or "athletic," I chose "undecided." In many ways, this is the best word to describe myself. As one of the few in my class who continues to be clueless about what I desire as a future career, I'm not exactly someone who could be referred to as decisive. This may be why I've been falling behind academically lately. Because I don't have a particular career or goal to work towards, I've been finding myself rather lethargic and unmotivated of late. Sure, I spend a good chunk of my time contemplating the future, a bit too much time, even, but for some reason I continue to be unmotivated. I believe I spend excessive time focusing on what I my desires for the future, and not enough time focusing on where I need to be now. It has been slowly taking its toll on my life lately, and I haven't reached a decision about a solution, but something needs to be done. I refuse to sit on the sidelines and watch my dreams crumble before my own eyes.
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